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[November 25th, 2007
9:48am] |
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well...i hate the army...texas sucks ass...and im a real loser so...yay? anyway ive had a nice time at mary's talking to my gf online XD and watching random things on the tv...i love lucy rawks im coming home the 15th for christmas break andi still might be able to visit izzy...i dunno though hopefully cause shes just that cool and has helped me alot with so many things...relationships and just everything ive done well this is done i love you beki
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| sooo...life sucks |
[September 22nd, 2005
12:37am] |
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the saddests static-x song i could find |
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well...something says that my life isnt goin to well but i dont care much about that...though i wont be here so like ive been tryin to get into the navy...GAY! but it wouldnt let me cause of school...then today they said that i could get in cause they missed somethin so pretty much if i go i can get all my schooling and in 4 years...i will be back...or 10 or 20...haha i suck anyway...i have a gf name marlena...she rawx but yet i feel so alone dunno why...so i seem to have a friend becky...with which i fall asleep on...pretty much its like it looks like were goin out...but were not she said that today feel guilty but...i feel as if everythig is goin to be right even though...im goin to take some tests for the next couple of days...and then ill be aproved for the navy and then my life will be loveless for the next 4yr and when i come out...im goin to die cause im werd my dad will most likely be dead...seeing as he was givin 1yr to live...7 years ago but hes still here and this is getting quite long...well i dunno what to do if you have any ideas that you may wanna share...E-MAIL ME! or just reply to this...and if not...then you suck but...so do i so what do i care?...care alot...goodnight
all that and i suck...someone kill me for not being good at this and why am i so complicated?...theres alot more than what this says
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| todays the day the world ran way |
[September 5th, 2005
10:22pm] |
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sooooooooooo i had the best day ever...kinda i woke up...did no work but i had 2 breakfasts so everything then was fine...so bored for like 2 hours blah blah lest head back a few days...so there i was in rouge alone with me best friend mar mar...werd huh? whatever...we walked all the way around the city had the best time...not doin anyhting at all it was like an hour and a half after i got there when i told her my parents will ditch me if i dont go find them...she kept telling me no...this story sucks but keep readin anyway...I TOLD HER THEY WOULD AND THEY DID! it was sooooooo fun though...a drunk guy stopped us and asked if we wanted to talk about black people or white people i told him mexicans and then walked away...he followed us for about 2 blocks then dissapeard...it rawkd so then we went to her place and chilled on the porch she allmost fell asleep on me...and so did i hehe i went home at i think...12:10 so that day rawkd and ill write about today...tomorrow
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| why dont i just die to save some time |
[August 30th, 2005
11:04pm] |
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people suck...i had this nice long paragraph written out and then the com shuts off on me...BLAH! i need to move out of here...maybe to "OHIO" where i can just live...peacefully...dead maybe why dont i ever fit in right...not even at home if i ever left...2 sad people is all that id be leavin named marlena...and chris thats about it...others who say there my friends wouldnt much care so why should anyone?...please answer this...adn get right back to me
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| HALO2 and LiZ = LOADS OF...taters |
[August 28th, 2005
12:11pm] |
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playin some halo2...10rd magnum...43% sword energy and yet...IM LAUGHING...anyway im new to this place so say hello...or go face to foot with my shoe PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!geeked
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